Surprise! Another Adventure

I find myself feeling like I'm either racing toward the edge of Niagra Falls in a boat, or standing on the edge of the plummeting escarpment of the steepest, highest cliff of the Grand Canyon.  And honestly, I like it!  I am being led to 'go over', having no idea of what will be the end.  Here, I find myself asking plenty of questions....

1.  Will I die?
2.  What does everyone else think of this foolishness?
3.  Will I make a fool of myself?
4.   Have I prepared sufficiently for the fall, and most importantly for the 'landing;?
5.   How do I know this is the right thing to do?
6.  What will happen if it becomes a huge train wreck?
7.  Why do I feel compelled to do this?

And...that's not all, but just a sampling of the wrestling going on in my heart.

Why these questions?  On February 12, at 7 pm, this man, who writes this blog, is going to attempt to connect musically, and poetically with those who choose to join me.  It rises out of my heart, will be part bearing my heart, sharing honestly some of the monumental moments in my life, and mostly an appreciation for those who have invested in me to bring me where I find myself today.  I hope to take those who are drawn, on a musical journey that may in many ways resonate with their lives, while exposing a bit of mine.

Ya, that is the scarey part...exposing my heart, my art and my life to many who have been and are, my friends...The easy part?  The thankful reflections that will rise as I unveil the goodness of God to this simple, transformed man.  I am pretty sure that many of my friends think they know me, but only two, my God and my lovely bride know it all.  Should you come, I am hoping that you will be surprised and thankful that you did, taking home an evening that in some small way, connects sweetly with your life and 'similar' experiences.

While some people may journal, or maybe even use Facebook as the means of building altars of remembrance, I have been fortunate to write music.  Just like our favorite songs on the radio will carry us back to our high school days, or evoke the pain of a lost relationship softened by years of others, my music writing journey takes me back to real places in my life.  And I am thankful for the outlet, just as I'm sure David and Asaph were as they penned some of the Psalms.

I find myself, once again standing in a place I've never been; on the edge of something new; on this adventure I am grateful to continually embark.  I remember, about a dozen years ago, before my major illness almost consumed my earthly years, telling Carrie that I was about to start another adventure.  Her perfect and wonderful response?  When did it ever end?  Oh ya, she sure knows me well, and has 'stuck it out' as partner in my adventures.  I am extremely blessed to have her as my partner in life! Surprise!  Another adventure.  Will you join me Sunday evening, February 12th?  7 pm starts the time, together.  In many ways I believe it will be an unique experience.